I've fucked up my entire life just wasting away
Making the same mistakes that follow me to my grave
If I could change anything
I would go back and erase every trace of me
Cause that's the only way to fix this
If I could dissect my thoughts
I would cut you out and exchange you for something more
But I lay here with a gun to my head
With a plan to paint you across my floor
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I can't focus on anything
If I could find the will to live, maybe I actually could breathe
I fell so fast
No one prepared me for the pain and how long it can last
But I'm exhausted and confused
No matter what, I'm set to lose
You can't force fate in any way
I lost my way when I chose you
If I could dissect my thoughts
I would cut you out and exchange you for something more
But I lay here with a gun to my head
With a plan to paint you across my floor
But there's no one use since I know it's pointless
Cause you can't control me anymore
Instead I found a way out of this mess
And I know this life has more for me in store
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