I wish that I could explain how I feel
Its like the more that I cry, the less that I heal
I wish I could determine what is real
It's like I'm hiding away and I'll never escape this place
What good is time if you're waiting for nothing?
Emotions completely drained
I deserve this and there's no one else to blame
Like a lost child never finding it's way
I'll be lost forever and things will never change
Empty houses and empty roads
Empty dreams and not a trace of hope
All abandoned and so fucking alone
I created this place and there's no where else I can go
Enough is enough
I'm afraid of my luck
And if there was chance
It would never be enough
I'm a victim of my own abuse
The pain is just a fraction of what I've been going through
I'm choking on the pills I consume
Remove your hands from my neck and replace them with a noose
Emotions completely drained
I deserve this and there's no one else to blame
Like a lost child never finding it's way
I'll be lost forever and things will never change
Midwestern prog-metal stalwarts go for the throat on their new EP, featuring a roiling cover of the Smashing Pumpkins' “1979.” Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 7, 2019
A new compilation series featuring cat-loving metal bands from every state donating their tracks for local animal welfare organizations. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 12, 2018